Debtception

Even in my darkest moments, I never give up hope. But I’m in my darkest moments now. Maybe this is the very stuff that keeps me alive. I can’t explain it really. Some folks call me a negative pessimist, but I’m not. I complain, yes. But I’m actually an optimist. I fight. And I am hopeful.

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Which is Worse?

Which is which, and which is worse? I can’t tell if I’m having super deep dysphoria, bouts of extreme depression, or stomach-turning impatience. Maybe all of the above.

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Progress Update

I’ve only been doing a little bit of drawing since I finished my last painting. I’ve been resting more than anything else lately since I might be going through a tad of depression. The depression is probably due to my impatience. I need to see progress in various aspects of my life, and if I don’t, I get pretty upset.

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Sorta Deep In It

So, as I’ve mentioned before, I’ve been deep into doing the SEO on my website. It’s been taking up the bulk of my time, which is saving my life, even though it’s burning me out. But I’ve been emotionally down, and I need to wrap my mind around something.

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