I’m now convinced I can’t do anything without making a mountain of mistakes. I’m coming to accept it. Maybe I should just let go of trying to be perfect and see that there’s a kind of charm to all the little fuck-ups, and do the best I can. I mean, that’s all I can do.
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Waiting for Paint to Dry
Though I’ve been back to work, I’ve been driving myself batty. But what else is new? I’m extremely impatient with how long art takes, but it takes as long as it takes!
Continue readingCreating Choices
When I’m impatient, the only way to suffer through is to create choices–even if they’re hypothetical. I don’t know why, but it helps.
Continue readingSurgery Now & Laters
My stomach is starting to feel better because my doctor took me off that new medication. It has a week-long half-life, so I’m just now getting my appetite back, thank the lord baby Jesus. But that’s no way to lose weight.
Continue readingProgress Update
I’ve only been doing a little bit of drawing since I finished my last painting. I’ve been resting more than anything else lately since I might be going through a tad of depression. The depression is probably due to my impatience. I need to see progress in various aspects of my life, and if I don’t, I get pretty upset.
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