Sometimes I have a hard time starting, and at times, that is the bane of my existence. But once I start, it’s all good; it’s smooth sailing. I know this in my analytical mind, and yet I seem to ignore it every time. Why do I do that? I don’t even know. But I’m sure a lot of people have this problem, no?
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Metamorphosis
Well, today marks the one-year anniversary since I had my gender-confirming surgery. It’s a bit fitting because I’m awaiting the judgment on my legal name change to arrive in the mail any day now too. I was hoping it would come today, but oh well.
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Late last week I did a mini-doc for GroundworkARTS. They came to my studio to shoot it, so I had to rearrange everything in my space to accommodate the video we were making.
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I’m still working on upcycling my business cards. And I finished that landscapey painting, so maybe I’m having better days, or at least being productive.
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Since all this talk about changing my name to Ayin, I’ve run into many overwhelming tasks that will need to take place. One is the sad fact that I’ll be changing the close to 800 business cards I already have with Carol Es on them to Ayin Es. That, and removing the antique emblem of the little girl at an easel.
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